To Save Lucifer
CHAPTER 8
LET THE GAMES BEGIN
Just as
Lasiter promised, our escorts were
punctual and we were more than ready to go. I could not stop giggling
neither could Catlain. "I guess we had a little too much of the old
blue stuff", I told our escort by way of explanation. The gentlemen
smiled at us and said not to feel badly, that was exactly what it was
there for. "Are you saying it was planned that we would over indulge, I
quickly asked? "Oh no maam," he responded just as quickly, as if he had
inadvertently said the wrong thing. "Come on now, I was only teasing
you, No need to be so serious you know�" I felt in my secret pocket,
wait, I seemed to have left my identification grid card in the unit,
being so excited and all. As I looked over at Catlain, I could tell by
the look on her face that she had forgotten hers also. I pleaded with
the escort to allow us to return to unit so we could retrieve them. "On
one condition," he said. "No drinking any more of that funny stuff
while you're there." "How do we get in our place without our cards," I
pouted? "Now you have a problem young lady," he said sternly. Great,
there's nothing like drawing attention to us right off the bat, I
thought. "Ha, ha," he giggled, "my turn, I'm teasing you this
time. We have access to your units. After all, we helped to set them
up. Do you like them? Don't they look great?"
As we rushed
in quickly to retrieve our cards,
I noticed a peculiar little beam of light coming from a decoration on
the wall. I whispered to Catlain as we were leaving the unit, "I
have to tell you something later and I'm sure you'll find it rather
interesting, to say the least." I turned to our escorts and said, "Ok
fellows, we're all dressed up with everywhere to go, I hope you know
who you're dealing with as far as partying goes. We are the hardiest
party people in the land." It was good to know that at least some of
the men had a sense of humor. Conversation always flowed more freely
when people could joke and cut up, especially with the young ones. They
were seldom if ever, a challenge worth bothering with though. Catlain
however, was unable to resist a practice session. "Oh stop
flirting Catlain," I said under my breath. "We've got much bigger boys
to contend with."
There were
guards posted at each entrance and
every exit within the compound. We stepped into an elevator quite like
the one we came down to our units in. Only, we went up much further
than the surface. At this point it was easy to tell we were hundreds of
feet into the tower of Central Systems Command Control Center. It was
such an awesome structure that it could be seen from almost anywhere
within the inhabitable perimeters of the surface. There was much of the
planet beyond the huge ominous mountain ranges that had been deemed
uninhabitable, inhospitable, and uninviting to any one other than an
occasional miner or two. This was definitely not my idea of a fun way
to earn a living. I couldn't imagine anyone willing to do such work
without being forced to. Almost all prisoners were made to work in the
mines. It was easy to keep them separated from the public, being that
far out into the fringes. There were no means of climate control that
far out either. I thought about how very lonely of an existence it must
be for them. Escape from such a place would be impossible because of
the mountains. One could only hope to hijack a transport vessel, which
only entered the area to drop off new prisoners or supplies.
When we
finally reached our destination, the
banquet hall where the evening's ceremonies were to be held, we found
we were among the first few to arrive. "I'm sure Lasiter won't be
here for a while, do you think," I questioned my escort? "Not for a
little while, he's getting the corps prepared for some kind of program.
We're never told the entire details about any thing that happens around
here. How would you girls like something to drink?" "Why not, we
might as well liven the place up a little, by the way, where are we
supposed to be sitting?" "Since you gals are the guests of honor you're
supposed to be at the Commanders table right over there in the middle.
There are name cards in your designated places so go ahead, find your
spots and we'll bring your drinks to you. After that, I'm sorry to say
we're going to have to leave you gals so we can retrieve a couple more
of your classmates." There was no use in anyone denying the fact that
we were absolutely ravishing to look at. I couldn't recall ever feeling
that I looked as well as what I did this evening. Not only that, but as
I studied Catlain carefully, she seemed to actually radiate. The place,
the music, the atmosphere had an all too perfect feel to it. Oh great,
I almost forgot to tell of my discovery.
Taking
Catlain by the arm, I squeezed tightly
up against her and she immediately tilted her head toward mine, as I
whispered into her ear. "When I went back into the unit to get our grid
cards, I happened to catch a beam of light coming from something that
was hanging on the wall. I waited until now to share this with you. It
looks as if our rooms are apparently being monitored; can you believe
the nerve? Do ya get it woman; we are being watched in our most private
of places doing our most private of things. More than likely, they are
listening in on our every word too." "If this is true Lyluth, we
need to offer them an exemplary exhibition. On the other hand, we
should be extremely careful in our actions and future conversations.
Speaking of which, it would probably be a good idea to let the others
in on this little unfolding. Guess now is as good a time as any." We
quickly devised a plan. Our strategy was that each time one of the
girls walked in, we would quietly tell them of our finding. They would
politely smile, give us a hug and go find their places. Before long,
both the girls and the host families had arrived. We spotted Aster and
Jaroe quite effortlessly and strolled over to where they were
loitering. They reached out to hug us as if we were long lost
relatives, exchanging all the normal pleasantries. Common stuff like,
how much they were going to miss us, how things won't be quite the same
without us. This must be genetically encoded into everyone. The truth
was that Aster totally relished the idea of having someone else around
to cook for. Perpetually prepared to show off her one and only talent,
she sure knew her stuff. There probably was no one in existence that
could out do her in the kitchen. Other than the amount of personal
attention that comes along with being part of a family atmosphere, I
couldn't think of anything that we were going to miss about our host
dwellings. The units we were provided with were spectacular and the
illusion of freedom at present was acceptable. From all appearances,
things just couldn't be better.
We stood
chattering amongst ourselves as
elegant music began wafting through the auditorium, or whatever you
might call it. I noticed one of the escorts discreetly motioning for us
to find our seats. Offering Aster a light kiss on the cheek, I excused
the two of us, explaining that we were to be seated at the main table.
Catlain and I managed to take our places just as the lights were
lowered, almost as if we had choreographed the maneuver. Beginning our
entertainment were a delightful display of tiny twinkle lights
twinkling all about us like stars. The simulated atmosphere that they
had created was dramatically stunning. I found myself being transported
into space, a place where I often felt the sensation of peace and
belonging. The Cosmos seemed to be calling to me as if it knew me
personally. The music began to pick up momentum somewhat until it had a
striking steady beat, at which time a strong voice bellowed over the
speakers, "I am honored to introduce the mighty force behind Lucifer's
Central Command, the fearsome men of the Command Control Corps." In
marched the baddest dudes in the land. They appeared so powerful in
their full dress uniforms. The Command Control Corps always wore red
and black along with the Luciferian insignia, which was a stark
contrast in white. This insignia consisted of two triangles, one
upright, the other inverted. In the middle where the two overlapped was
the all Seeing Eye of the Command. Within each of the six pyramidal
shapes surrounding the eye were designs representative of a spinning
vortex. A wealth of symbology that was never shared with the population
was heavily ingrained into the insignia. Legend was that no thought or
deed ever went unseen by the all-powerful C.C.C.
We were about
to test that theory, I thought
to myself. Boy did these guys look sharp. They executed some kind of
military maneuver in perfect synchronicity and mechanical precision.
The performance was a visual drill designed to be an impressive show
for our benefit. The men stood eight on each side of the Commander.
Lasiter's place was in the middle of the room atop of an elevated
podium. Everyone was asked to stand and pledge their allegiance to the
Luciferian laws and those who were devoted to enforcing them. Impotent
words without meaning to the other girls and myself. I found that I was
mouthing the words but never heard them come forth past my lips. Not a
single one of us would admit to carrying them in our hearts. Talk is
very cheap indeed. You can make a person say anything, but you can't
make them feel that which they refuse to feel. At least up until this
point, which could quickly change without notice at any time.
Swiftly,
everyone was seated and Lasiter
welcomed one and all to the graduation ceremony, explaining why this
particular class was so important to the Corps. He continued with, how
we would be helping to make Lucifer a smoother more pleasant place to
live. In whose opinion, I wanted to yell out. It seemed so much more
difficult to distrust this man while looking into his totally
believable eyes. He said he wanted to call us forward individually to
receive our certificates of graduation at this time. One by one each of
us were called. When it was my turn, I was so nervous I could hardly
bring myself to my feet. Trying to be graceful as I walked to the
podium, I could feel everyone's eyes focused directly on me. A feeling
that I would have to learn to live with if I was going to be around
these parts for long. I looked straight into Lasiter's penetrating eyes
as he handed me my certificate, smiling at him in as seductive of a
manner as I could possibly manage. He lifted my hand to kiss it.
"I congratulate you Lyluth, keep up the good work." "Thank you sir, I
certainly will," was my response as I slowly turned and walked back to
the table.
When everyone
had received their papers
Lasiter announced that we would be served a wonderful feast. After
which, we were encouraged to enjoy the music, entertain ourselves and
certainly, by all means, dance. The room filled with the sound of
applause as the men swiftly made their way to our table. It made us
feel more than special to have these cuties plastered right in front of
us. I caught myself staring at the Commander all through dinner.
Certainly, he had to be aware of it. Catlain did well at not paying him
any attention whatsoever. She was intently focused on her wild
Llewellyn. His appearance alone was testimony that he was a tough
fellow indeed, rugged but exceptional. Of course, dinner was as
spectacular as the rest of the evening had been. Lasiter was going
around the table handing each girl a small object. A personal gift from
him specifically suited to our individual personality. When he handed
mine to me, I touched his hand gently squeezing it as I looked deep
into his face once again. "It would mean so much if you would do the
honors of pinning this on me so I can start admiring it
immediately." He responded as though he had been taken by
surprise, but he agreed to pin it on and I stood up to allow him. He
was mighty nervous for such a fearsome man, so much so that I thought
he might stick me. His hands were trembling slightly as he tried so
diligently to be smooth. Of course, his fingers were just too large to
accomplish the task without inadvertently piercing me with the thing.
"Ouch," I flinched. Immediately apparent was how uncomfortable
this small maneuver had become for him. Gently, I reached up touching
his hand, then slowly raised my eyes to meet his. With a soft
sexy voice, "Here Commander, let me help you with that. I believe this
is actually supposed to be executed as a two person venture, don't
you?" I smiled at him rather seductively and he smiled back. Wonder if
my smile had quite as powerful an effect on him as his was having on
me. Every part of my body was stimulated. I sat contemplating my next
move, hmm, What should I do now? The trick would be to plan this out
without making a fool of myself.
The state of
my heightened arousal must have
been obvious to anyone paying just the slightest bit of attention to
this little mini drama I found myself acting in. "You know, Commander,
I really do love to dance. As a matter of fact, with the proper partner
I can really light up the floor. This might seem a little forward to
you but you never know if you don't ask. Missed opportunities are such
a drag, especially pleasurable ones. What I'm really trying to do is
ask, would you care to dance with me when you're finished presenting
your gifts to the others�" What a geek, I probably sounded like a
blubbering idiot or something. Such a nervous wreck, I couldn't even
hear the words as they fell out my mouth. Amazing how the fear of
rejection can be so overwhelming. It seemed like an eternity before he
responded to my request. A bad case of gross exaggeration on my part
but I had been holding my breath while waiting. If it would have taken
any longer I might have passed out. Finally, he smiled at me and said
he would be more than happy to dance with such an attractively charming
partner as me. He kissed my hand once more, a ritual that was
fast becoming a habit. "You, my dear are promised the first dance of
the evening and I must say, I admire your forwardness and honesty. You
unquestionably sound like a lady who knows what she wants and knows how
to get it too. I like that a lot in someone's personality." He winked
at me as he let go of my hand.
Slowly
sliding back into my chair, a feeling
of relief flooded over me. Whew, that was tough territory I just
managed to muddle my way through. "Well, how did it turn out,"
questioned Catlain? "So far so good I guess, at least I was able to
remain standing though my legs felt like jell and my heart felt like it
was going to jump right out of my chest. So far, I have persuaded him
to commit himself to the first dance with me. What about you, have you
been able to inveigle Llewellyn yet?" Was that a stupid question or
what? "Why certainly dear, whatever would cause your lil mind to think
otherwise? You're not the only one around here with talent you know?
This man is readily mine." At that particular instant I noticed
Llewellyn, standing up from his chair. Not once did he transfer his
fixed gaze from upon his intended pursuit. He walked arrogantly around
the table and destined himself directly toward our vicinity. "I
really think he's stalking you friend, at least that's the way it looks
from here," I declared. "I knew it," giggled Catlain. "I just knew he
was about to ask me to dance." Bent down between the both of us, he
introduced himself in a sultry tone of voice. Continuing with his
pursuit, he proclaimed that he couldn't stand the thought of a
beautiful creature such as Catlain sitting alone while no one was
noticing her radiance. "Certainly, you should be placed in the center
of the room, as the focus of everyone's fascination," he graciously
stated. "That's a trip Catlain, he's real good at this stuff
don't you think?" It was easy for me to see a snow job being
perpetrated since I was usually the one dishing it out. She smiled and
quickly retorted, "well then, what took you so long to get here?"
I couldn't help but chuckle to myself. These two were just too much.
They were absolutely made for each other. From the look of the dance
floor, many of the girls were heavily involved in generating a few
connections of their own.
Commander
Lasiter finished his duties, which
was a cue for me to pull my act together. He was fast approaching my
territory. I swiftly stood to my feet so I could greet him at eye
level. That was a serious miscalculation on my part. I felt like a
child in the midst of such presence. Leading me
graciously into the nucleus of the dance area, he spoke softly into my
ear. "You know, Lyluth is such a unique name. Somehow, I get the
impression that it is appropriate for you though. Oddly enough, I once
knew another beautiful woman whose name was very similar to yours. She
called herself Lilluth." "Oh, is that so," I questioned him in my
most inquisitive inflection. "Please, do relate to me Commander, what
ever became of your Lilluth?" "Well, I guess, perhaps you might
say, we were too much alike. This woman was one that no one dared to
cross. She was both, feared and worshiped by many of her race. Some
revered her as a female deity of absolute evil. Others were so stricken
by her beauty that they bequeathed to her, every desire or whim she
could imagine. Soon she became bored with her power. It was much too
easy for her and she complained ceaseless, that her life was without
challenge." "I don't understand how you could say that you were
so much alike. From what I have seen up until now, I fail to notice the
similarities at all. You appear to be utterly charming and mysterious
to me sir." "I would much rather talk about you right now young lady.
If that's all right, what do you say? Tell me about yourself."
The thought
raced through my mind, what little
bit of truth about myself could I offer to a man who probably knew more
about me than anyone else did? Lasiter requested that I explain
to him where my high level of intelligence came from. It was none too
common that someone of my background or genetic make up be so blessed
with such a powerful mind. "From
my perspective Commander, I would have to say that my intellect
is a direct result of my insatiable desire to know more than everyone
else. I have always felt the need to know more than what I was being
told, more than what I could see, hear, feel, taste or touch. I want to
know everything. I want to do it all. I want to put as much into life
that I possibly can and I want to get out of it as much as I can also.
I have found that I am able to create for myself the experiences that I
would like to participate in. I pay much more attention to what is
going on than most. Being aware, alert and involved. I don't know of
any other explanation that I might offer you." "That makes
perfect sense to me," he whispered into my ear. "Your turn," I said.
"What is it that you would like to know about me Lyluth," he queried?
At this particular moment, the man had
a non-threatening quality about
him. Like an innocent young man playing a little game or something. I
thought about him allowing himself to be seen this way, unguarded and
vulnerable. Were these the true emotions that Lasiter was experiencing?
Perhaps I was being set up to feel more at ease with him and less
guarded myself. It would not be very difficult for me to feel
comfortable around him. This is an observation that was becoming more
evident with each passing moment. However, I too am extremely good at
this game. "I do have a question for you Commander, if you don't mind?.
My question is, are you a married man, or are you currently involved in
some heavy relationship or something of the kind?" "This generation of
women never cease to amaze me," he laughed. "Firstly, would you please
stop calling me Commander? I hear it constantly. We are in a leisure
environment and you can be completely relaxed now. The men will always
address me as Commander but as for beautiful women... Call me Lasiter,
please." He picked up my hand and looked straight into my eyes as
he proceeded to tell me about his personal life. "I have had
little or no time so to speak of that I could have embarked on any so
called meaningful relationships for quite some time. I call these
journeys of pleasure myself. Fortunately, with all of you ladies to
take over the TRACS operation, I will be afforded some extra time for
personal use. Are you slightly interested in the vacant position," he
questioned? "Oh, no sir," I exclaimed in a forceful manner. "I am
not slightly interested in anything. Like I just said, I like being
aware and totally involved in everything that I care to undertake. That
would mean that I am very much interested in that vacancy. Tell me
Lasiter, what exactly are the requirements to such a position?" "I must
say Lyluth, I admire your passionate strength and confidence. I believe
that I was on the mark when I stated that you looked to be a woman who
not only knew what she wanted, but who also knows how to get it.
There is something about you that I find both appealing and intriguing.
I guess I could say that you spark my curiosity a bit more than most.
I'm sure that it would be much to my benefit to get to know you a
little better. I believe that I might be able to find some spare time
in the near future so that I could show you around. Maybe we will both
learn a thing or two." I couldn't believe my ears. "Are you
serious?," I questioned? "I am always serious, don't you know," he
replied.
We talked and
danced into the evening.
Occasionally we would return to the table for a short rest or refill.
It was as if everything had fallen into place all too uncomplicated.
Lasiter was a fantastic conversationalist and utterly charming. I felt
more at ease with him as time passed by. Very much the gentleman in
every way imaginable, he just had to be too good to be true. I figured
that as long as I didn't upset or provoke him, I wouldn't suffer his
bad side. There were areas of our conversation that I felt were
saturated in double meaning. Surely his curiosity with me was much
deeper than he was letting on. There was also the possibility that he
considered my strength and conviction adversarial to his own. The
evening passed by quickly and it had become rather late. Llewellyn and
Catlain had left together, hours before. Extremely tired and in
an altered state from the beverages, it was difficult for me to stay
awake much less alert. Graciously, I excused myself with a comment on
how nice it would be if we could continue where we left off. "By
all means," he replied. I will have you escorted back to your unit
Lyluth. I have enjoyed your company immensely. You will be hearing from
me in the very near future." He motioned one of the men to assist me,
and then he leaned towards me and gently kissed me good evening. While
walking back to the unit, a million thoughts were racing through my
mind. Sure hope that I'll be able to pull this off successfully. I
stood at the entrance of our unit fumbling with my grid card and
thanking the escort for his time. I was going inside immediately to
throw myself down; thoroughly exhausted by the endless amount of events
I had endured. After all, the entire day had been packed full of
changes and new beginnings.
Dragging my
tired body quietly through the
hallway, I made the startling discovery that Catlain's room was empty.
It hadn't been touched since we left together, earlier. Well well, I
guess that Catlain was busy winning Mr. Llewellyn's body as well as his
heart. Once again I drug myself through the rooms taking off my clothes
as I went. Much too tired to worry about who might be peeking in on me
but I couldn't resist offering up a sensuous show, sure to please
whomever just might be observing. Quite proud of my talented strip
tease, I quickly climbed into the bed. That was all it took for me to
fall fast asleep, the touch of my head to the pillow. Catlain
must have crept in some time later on. An irritating noise intruded on
my dreaming, some kind of beeping noise coming from the large screen
monitor located in the entertainment area. So irritating in fact that
it woke me from a wonderfully peaceful sleep. Stumbling to the console
where a red light was flashing in sync with the obnoxious noise wafting
throughout, I pressed the visual button. Instantly appearing on the
screen in front of me was a soft-spoken, friendly faced woman,
explaining that she was an automatic wake up service. She went on to
say that Catlain and I was expected in the TRACS unit in exactly one
hour. Time to get moving if either of us were to make that appearance
on schedule. As my attention drifted from the screen, I heard movement
in the back bedroom. You know me; nosey being that I am had best check
things out. There lay Catlain all spread out across the entire width of
her bed.
"So, how was
your evening you naughty wench,"
I asked. "Such a wasted question Lyluth, I'm sure you could probably
answer that one yourself if you thought about it for just one slight
moment. Take a look at me, my condition, and the glorious smile
plastered across my face and you tell me what you would feel like? How
do you think my night was dear? It was absolutely wonderful! You could
say that Mr. Llewellyn is well on his way to being a captive audience."
Who was fast becoming the captive, him or her? Where did she come from
anyway and what time did she manage to stagger in? Was it last night,
or this morning? I couldn't ever remember a time that I had felt
jealous of Catlain before. The feeling seemed rather peculiar to me.
What was compelling me to be so protective of her, obsessed with her
every move? Somehow I did not enjoy my behavior but at the same time, I
felt powerless to stop. Perhaps she wouldn't understand my barrage of
questioning any more than I had. Immediately I became overwhelmed with
guilt, what was my problem? "What's your problem grumpy, didn't you see
me, I came in right behind you. I saw you and your escort from the
other end of the corridor when you were getting ready to open the door.
I didn't come in right away because Llewellyn couldn't seem to pull
himself away from me. Did it not go well with you and the Commander?"
"First
of all dear friend, I am no
longer to call him Commander. He has requested that I dispense of the
formalities and call him Lasiter from now on. Not to mention, he finds
me rather intriguing, you know. He said he would look forward to
getting together again some time soon so that he can show me around,
the right way. Secondly, I wanted to apologize for the way I grilled
you before. I honestly don't know what came over me." Up until now
everything seemed too good to be true, all surprisingly easy. Whatever
we desired appeared to magically happen with little to no effort. If
only there were more time to dwell upon these issues maybe we could do
something to prevent problems before they were able to escalate. As it
was, there were just too many things to divert our attention from what
was truly important. It had in fact begun on such small levels, let to
go unnoticed by each individual until no one cared to pay attention to
the details. There simply was no time to think about anything but the
basic issues of survival without getting run over or cut down in the
process. As long as one made it through the day, it mattered little of
what was actually accomplished. A thought that was in direct opposition
to what the Luciferian Command Control Corps had spent aeons
perpetuating.
Productivity was
the only measure of ones worth to
the powers that be. Unfortunately, productivity is seriously
handicapped when one cannot express individual creativity in their
work. There is no spark of inner truth to motivate. Soon, motivation
becomes complacency and no longer creates but merely repeats. Did we
really believe that our governing body cared to cultivate the idea of
individual freedom of expression? There would be no way to initiate
managed control if everyone were allowed to live without restrictions
or laws. The system itself creates corruption by its premise that
beings need to be manipulated to do what they perceive to be right. The
system's idea of what it needs versus the individuals ideas of what it
needs are only separated by the thin veil of perspective. An individual
perspective will always be unlike another's. This readily creates
opposition.
Throughout history opposition
has and continues to be viewed as
negative. It has always been perceived as an attack against the
individual ego instead of a new or different approach. The individual
desire to be right, better, stronger, possess more, control more etc.
has been the entire motivation behind virtually every act perpetrated
against ourselves. This type of behavior would never have gained a
stronghold on the majority of systems involved if the focus had been
towards unity in differences instead of separation. Opposition is
needed in order to create a choice. It is how these choices are then
perceived or judged that dictates what is later created from them. Tell
me, who has time to think about what they do before doing it anymore? I
think that everyone pretty much operates on autopilot. Tension had
become so fierce that an eruption would soon be inevitable. How could
it all be stopped when there was not enough time to do anything but
produce? Apparently, I had indulged myself in the luxury of deep
thought to the point that it could and would interfere with more
pressing matters such as being ready to report to the TRACS unit in
less than an hour. We could not afford to be caught goofing up already.
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